They'd Have No Choice

While crossing the street this morning there was a car that was kind of coming my way but I thought to myself that I was far enough to the side that it could move around me. Then I thought about the other two people that I could hear talking somewhere behind me. I realized that if they were in the middle of the road when the car was right there, the might actually swerve into me. In this case, killing me would be the lesser of two evils. I think having to die so that more people don't have to die is a pretty lame way to die. Especially if it's something stupid like crossing the street. If you give your life to save people that is entirely different. This would be out of your hands and you would just get killed because the only alternative would be killing more other people. The funny thing is that I was in a great mood this morning when I thought the whole thing up.

Regarding dreams, I recalled absolutely nothing this morning. It was strange. Normally I have quite a bit but lately it has been getting less and less that I can remember. I was packing my tiffin later this morning, my metal, multi-part food container that I fill with indian food at the market, and I suddenly had a feeling of relief that I had my tiffin. Then I suddenly had a flashback to my dream where I had forgotten my tiffin at home and it was thursday, and I always bring my tiffin on thursdays, and it was also tiffin thursday, which is when I get a discount. I remember I was really upset and I think I was shouting "Noooooo!".

I may have also dreamed that I was speaking with an accent a lot. I'm not sure though because I've been doing it in real life a bit too, but I seem to recall doing it more than I usually do. I think it was Scottish.

This may be my one month aniversary for the blog. That is some thirty posts now. It is crazy to think that if I can stick with my original challenge I will have 365 posts in another 11 months. That's enough for a book, not that this is really worth publishing.

I went with only 1 meal for today again. Until I got home. Then I made myself a burger and then I made a 3 egg omelette with sausage and fries. I'm still kind of hungry. I am impressed that I did manage to go that long without food and I felt alright after a while. I'm learning that I can push my body much further than I thought I could, in terms of food and sleep at least. It's probably not good for my health, but I still feel great emotionally and I think that is the most important thing.